Still Searching-a raw, introspective meditation on disillusionment and self empowerment.
If nothing is real and we create a reflection from the outside in then really where in fact would I like to begin?
Peace and Quiet.
No more chaos.
Money doesn’t buy you love, but it gives you a good head start.
If you have enough what does that mean?
Who is really stopping the blessing?
What if you can’t receive?
What if you have no idea what any of it means?
What if you can’t stop your mind from racing?
Another pill?
Another session?
Another 200 dollar appointment?
Aesthetically beautiful but it is all so fleeting.
But, we’ll do anything to chase that feeling.
What if there is nothing else?
What if that is true?
What if you never figure out what the fuck you’re supposed to do?
If nothing is real and we create the reflection, then only oneself can dictate the direction.
The change starts from within
In deep reflection.
Accountability up
Only you can decide when you’ve had enough.
To use what you’ve got.
To be real about what you see.
It has nothing to do with following me.
You only have these eyes to see.
What if it was all the best it would ever be?
You cannot change what you don’t acknowledge
That has always been the true power.
What will you do with the reality?
Fight the hands of fate, or will you finally learn to just let it be?
