The way ahead is only scary because it looks dark over there.
I keep thinking about the Curious George episode where George learns that the same things that are there in the dark are there in the light.
I guess that could be scary for some folks.
What is there in the light still staring at them at night
The way ahead is scary because it’s dark. So whatever you were staring at in the light, and not doing anything about is going to be popping out at the party in your dreams. Proving that we can run, but we can never hide.
Don’t’t worry baby, it’s just the astrology. It is always the astrology, my darlings.
There is no room for holding on anymore.
It is the kind of holding on that will have your limb left behind whatever you are trying to hang on to.
A bitter reminder that there is nothing there.
No-one there.
It would seem the patterns bring us right back always to the things we need to stare at in the light.
In my experience the asks from the Universe feel hard, because that is the point.
It should feel hard.
It should not feel easy to push ahead and find your stride with out losing the grip of confidence as those around you show they were no safe space at all.
They were just neighbors in the shuttle to here-set free into a new world we do not recognise.
None of it is about politics, or you can make it all about it.
The point is we weave the narrative.
You can punch your ticket to ride the fateful waves of the of the erratic mindset of solve it with violence. Uranus going into Gemini will paint us these shades if we like.
That’s the thing about astrology you know.
It is telling us what is ahead, but we decide to not believe it.
We fight for the things we can do even if the temperature of the cosmos makes it absolutely impossible for us to achieve a victory that is not ours to have.
To follow the way the intuition guides means going against the easy way you thought it would look, and you must do this with the calm of a zen master turtle ninja master.
Or don’t, but you can see that the violence breeding might be easy for those not aware of the trap begging them to act swiftly and harshly with no space for broken hearted hurt feelings to exist without having to do much about them but listen.
We are attached to people we can never fully be wrapped in.
We have no idea what love is if it is not that.
We do not know how to love with out giving and taking, and on and, on it goes.
The way ahead is going to change us all, and where you are now you will not be in five years, and that means the people around you will be shifting and adjusting, and changing, and being just as afraid as you are over the state of darkness.
It is hard to know who to leave and who to love.
Who to fight and who to shrug off
Who to be serious about and who to not pay any mind to.
Letting people be- without it meaning anything about you, feels great.
Learning that it is all over, and yet all just beginning is ok.
If you did the work Saturn asked the gifts are coming in,but they don’t feel like gifts should -they feel like the next step. Like a contestant in Survivor who finds the clue for immunity, but we still have to be looking for the actual immunity.
Maybe the looking is the trap and not a clue this time?
Maybe it is all divine timing, and that is all we will ever have.
Stay moving towards your dreams and being open to the messages they bring.
Don’t be afraid of the redirections, and don’t be afraid to follow the way you are most afraid to pursue, because it couldn’t possibly be true.
It just might be.
Blue Fairy Magic type vibes.
Xoxoxoxo
